Life is an ebb and flow of emotions. In my youth I wanted a house, a wife, and
children. Achieving those goals, not
necessarily in that order, I was on the path of the American Dream following in
the footsteps of my father. However, expectations, reality, life pressures, and
a yearning for something deemed missing lead to a divorce.
Learning is an important aspect of life. If we don’t learn from our mistakes we are
doomed to be a failure. If we don’t sit,
question, and reflect on personal failures rather than play the blame game, we
are doomed to repeat those exact same experiences. Living should be about growing and learning
from previous mistakes. Our OWN mistakes, not the perceived mistakes of
others. It is called ownership and I own
my mistakes.
As my summer of disenchantment draws to a conclusion I find
myself back in that miserable state of reflection of my failings. In spite of my best intent, I find that I am
not very good at being married. Because of my personal failings there are drastic,
life altering, changes afoot in the AHD world.
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13 comments:
Wow Dude- sorry to hear that things have gone off the road and into the weeds. But, I can tell ya- been there. I still replay things in my mind now and then- if I'd done this or said that, I might still be married. But I didn't, and I had to accept the consequences. The fault lies with me.
You'll get to your moment of clarity on all this, and life will go on. Meanwhile, fire up that hog and get your face in the wind.
God Bless.
I can't find the right words, maybe there aren't any, but we're here if you need us for anything.
Barry; There are never any winners in these matters. Ownership is an important aspect that needs to be considered.
BB; There are no words. Everybody louses. Linda, me, family, friends. I wish it were different, but sometimes life is a bitch.
Well….Shit happens. Guess that’s why I have carpet in the garage.
Will D; Carpet in the garage is a bad idea. Shit sticks to carpet, leaves stains, and is hard to remove. Just saying.
:( wow, im not good at relationships/marriage so i can relate... im sorry azhd. big hugs! are you ok?
Ms M; Thank you and yes I am going to be OK.
That stinks Paul. I'm really sorry to hear it. You're going to need some wind therapy. Call us if you want company.
What ever happens I truly hope all works out for the best. You are in my thoughts.
Ann; Thanks, I'll be in touch.
Mr. Motorcycle; Thank you, it will work out the way it is intended to.
Sorry to hear Paul. In time it all works out...unless you have a photographic memory. I'll be out there in a few weeks...let's screw it on and forget about shit for a day or two.
Paul:
So Sorry. As DV says, time heals. You need to go on a long cross continent ride
bob
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Big Hugs AZ! Very sorry to read this!
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